Sorry for posting this irrelevant post on the blog.. But I think this is the most appropriate place for me to convey what I want to say to you guys in the team. Some of you might be feeling that I have changed and felt that I am handling issues immaturely. No offence taken I agree with you. For those who see otherwise, thanks a lot I appreciate it.

First I wan to put across that I have enough from people creating a commotion behind my back… I truly have no offence that you guys have personal perception about her. But being PERSONAL and Perception, its should not be public and infectious and perception is just a Though or a belief. Big mouth small eyes.. leading to people refusing to see what is happening and thus choose to follow the crowd.. I do not blame anyone of you all.. your brain control what you wanna think wanna say.. but your heart should be the one leading what u feel.

My change is not a result of her existence. She is keen in joining us out for activities but u guys have been creating a barrier making it so hard for us to break thru. is it fair for me and her ? do u all noe how tough is it for me when I have to juggle between myself and some objection from external parties.. u guys just simply drag me thru hell..

I am not deaf not blind and if I am I still have a heart to feel and it just like being stab a million time right thru my heart… but left to bleed moment by moment by all your comments and defaming…

I will not wanna change any thing nor push anything thru cause it seems like I am trying to protect her at all cost.

But something which I think and I simply cannot stand. People who comment on it simply dun try to act as thou u all dunnoe.. I detest and despise u.

-the phone is a gift from her dad it’s not from me!
-the watch is a gift from me and her expression is because she feel I should get discount from her fren and not “ yesh I carrot him again “
-when she sticks to me is because she can feel that there are people who dislike her.
-you guys only see me and her shop 2 times so dun claim that everytime go out buy a lot of things..
- the only time she use the sub card is for Choo bday and its for our drinks.

I would also like to apologise to Ah Dai… I have been harsh to you while u have been rationale and frank… I admit I have been unfair to you and I express my sincere apologies to you… and I still wun forget the shit that we gone thru. guys who have nothing against me feel free to call me out for slacking my phone awaits you. If u do have any issue please do tell me or sms her directly. Tell her off directly if u have anything against her.. I will be rationale.. I have asked her to apologise to mary for the confusion caused.

You guys enjoy your Christmas and have fun… I have know what will come and what it will be like so rest assure..