Please turn on the sound volume while reading this post... by a man who been through the coldest moments in life... so cold he have forgotten about his existence.

I was left all alone on this world when she left me. I did not know who am i. Nor did i know where to go. Every second seems like a million years in a capsule full of emptiness. I was not sad nor was i depress, i am right through the bottom that i can't even feel any sorrow.

I was left alone, the laughter of others and smiles of others frighten me. i would run for cover and hide. Was it me who was insane or the people around mocking at my misery. i stop and wonder and pray for all this to end...

Every step i took it feels so heavy and i hope that i might just be carried away by the wind... i can't even find warmth in my cardigan. Neither could i feel happy in the arms of my little dog. i saw him looking into me right through my soul... he can't feel me too.. cause i think i lose the reason for living...

It was only till one cold sunday morning... i drove down to Tampines mart.. grab some breakfast... it is tasteless but i knew it was Fillet o fish.

I saw this Lady in her mid 40s. looking at me... the moment was like an angel descend from the heaven with wings that would fly me high.. she might be old with wrinkles but i am sure it portraits a imagine of timeless wisdom and love... she is the lady who took my heart away... and give me the reason to live...


I am alive because of her... i would not say who she is.. but you will feel what i do when you see her in Tampines mart area.. she is ..... i shall not say...